Update during trials

I'm not gonna bore anyone with details about my exams (for starters they aren't very good), so I'll post something up after trials.

Fingers crossed about physics! And I'm wondering whether it is still possible to salvage my chemistry. Hmm.

Happy birthday, Ching Nee

I feel super accomplished. I went for 3 tuitions today, that totalled up to 4.5 hours and went to the library for 3 hours straight and slept for another 3 hours.

I totally didn't waste my time procrastinating or doing unproductive things!

Yesterday was pretty productive too, but nowhere near today. I went shopping yesterday instead of watching Final Destination with Ching Nee and friends because that movie REALLY holds no appeal for me. And I had a sore throat, so that also meant no Red Box. Unless I want to suffer today and tomorrow and the day after tomorrow lah. Rest assured, for I am not so stupid.

Sorry Ching Nee, I'm really sorry for ffk-ing you on your special day. I hope that you like the gift and card (even if it is a little smelly, no thanks to the nail polish). If you hate it I can understand too. No hard feelings. And I hope that you enjoyed yesterday a lot!! :)

Still, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

After watching Where Got Ghost I'm really in no hurry for another scary movie. Nor one with lots of blood and gore. Eew.

But I heard from Wen Qi during accounts tuition that Tsunami is really touching. Then again, I don't feel like crying my eyes out in the cinema. How embarrassing. And the way she put it,
"很感动的，整个戏院的人一起哭..."
totally rendered me speechless. And made our teacher burst into uncontrollable fits of laughter.

Yuee Sun damn bad lor. Say go library then in the end I went alone and he went on his own. And this smart guy just had to leave his wallet in the library and called me when I was at home in my bed to ask if I could go take it for him.

Another smart person I met today is Wong Yu Zhi. I informed him that I had sore throat and I asked him to bring not-so-heaty junk food to tuition. He kept on tempting me with his Wise potato chips. And I did not eat a single bite!

I am so in control of myself, man.
If I were to go on a diet I can SO succeed. Don't get jealous!

I'm still feeling satisfied over today.
Do forgive me for being so self absorbent xD

Oh, and Nick, your blog is so you! Ha ha. Your love for physics sure shines in there. Like a... sun in a pitch black world? x)

Stephanie ♥

Boredom causes sleepiness

I like sleeping. I love it a lot.

Today I woke up to my alarm clock at 9.30am on the dot. I felt happy and accomplished. I love the feeling of having a long day ahead to do things I want. Well I didn't last long. I get tired real easily, so I slept at 12.30pm. How pathetic. And woke up at 4pm. There. One day gone.

Tomorrow I intend to go celebrate Ching Nee's birthday with her at Mid Valley. I am happy about it. But I don't know what should I get her for a present. Headache.

I guess this should mean no studying tomorrow.

I WISH.

My life's pretty boring this week. But this boringness is nice. Quite, I must say. Because I feel free.

But this boringness makes my blog appear boring too. Sigh.

Till next time~!

Pyramid outing & 吓到笑

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šѡεѬнапѝε ⢥ my display name's all fucked up. says:
lolllllllll

šѡεѬнапѝε ⢥ my display name's all fucked up. says:
how was ur day?


Hahaha. I know that I am lame lah.

I had an awesome day. Awesome doesn't even come close. Hehe.

I feel accomplished. And I have a Lee Min-Ho folder to prove it.

But I'd spent over a hundred bucks today. But still less than RM150 lah.

RM3 for lunch at Pyramid. Had fried chicken, mushroom soup, chocolate mint shake, iced lemon tea and a little lasagne and macaroni. Not bad, eh?

Purchased my dress already. I FEEL SO GOOD, MAN.


Yesterday Miaw and I celebrated KuJiWan's birthday after school. We went to Mid Valley without him in Yuee Sun's car. Met up with him and friends (Jia Ler and Cheng Yeh) and went for a movie (after two lunch sessions xD). I learned how to eat raw salmon (doesn't mean I like it -- I prefer the soy sauce part) and I ravenously dug into Big Apple Donuts. Miaw's donut made her mouth look like a cave. Yes, the teeth too.

The movie was horrifying. Thank god I didn't get any nightmares. Its called 吓到笑. Walao its so scary wei. Always got ghost here and there. The guys were thoroughly amused though. VERY mind boggling.


I supposed yesterday afternoon and today were to make up for the previous stressful exam days (especially chemistry).

Now I need not worry about Wai Yeen's birthday gift already. Us 3 chipped in to buy a Quiksilver-notebook pouch-whatchamacallit-thingy for him. Kawan indeed! He will have to love it. In fact, he already is loving it, I presume.

Shopping is definitely better than movies. Still, I think that Miaw and I had way more fun than the guys. Sorry la sorry la. We'll make up for it next time. There WILL be a next time, I promise :)

I believe in shopping therapy. I already feel rejuvenated and happy. My endorphins are filled to the brim and overflowing, maybe. I bought these really cool nail art pens that I can draw with too! On my nails! I love drawing on my nails. I love drawing, full stop. And buying those nail art pens had gotten me my Lee Min-Ho folder. Too bad they don't have Kim Bum folders. But Lee Min-Ho is a good enough substitute.

Ha ha.

I'm hungry, though. Raw salmon sounds good right now...

Stephanie ♥

Chemistry is the pits

So dead, so dead.

I couldn't do chemistry at all. I felt super negative even before the exam, so when I got the paper I really couldn't care less at that point. Sleep, sleep. This is SO not me. And anyway, I wouldn't be surprised to flunk this subject. Again.

CHEMISTRY IS THE PITS.

No doubt.


And as for add maths, it can go right into the toilet bowl too.

I suck at school. I really don't know what am I gonna do in future. I'm neither brilliant nor talented in any field whatsoever. And I feel like my life on Earth is pretty pointless.

If I'd placed a lot of importance in today's papers, I'd cry FOR SURE.

Pessimism is eating at me, and the failure I am am succumbing towards it. Told ya'll I sucked.

Tomorrow's papers I dread. And more chemistry just feels like life sentence. Multiply it by nine lives. THAT IS HOW BAD IT SUCKS.


Goodbye. I'm retiring to my hole.

Oooh, Arabian!

Its fun talking to people you don't know in real life.
This is part of the conversation I had with the Arabian ;)

اللـــــولي says:
But I loved you from my heart

اللـــــولي says:
I liked to talk to you

šњεѬнапєε ⢥ my display name's all fucked up. says:
sure u do

šњεѬнапєε ⢥ my display name's all fucked up. says:
but u dont love me from ur heart

šњεѬнапєε ⢥ my display name's all fucked up. says:
tats bullshit bcos u don't even noe who i am

šњεѬнапєε ⢥ my display name's all fucked up. says:
when i do plastic surgery in future i will show u my photo

šњεѬнапєε ⢥ my display name's all fucked up. says:
then you will love me


MSN is so fun! xD

Stephanie ♥

Not studying for trials =X

Hello, its been a while since I'd last updated.

I'm currently having my chemistry book open but I'm staring at the computer, actually.

Just noticed the birthday post Miaw wrote xD
Woops!

Talk about late, late, late. Haha I found a possible Prince Charming but we haven't talked yet (Yes, there's always that hopeful yet). And I'm not sure he is aware of my existence. He is not Kim Sang Bum, for your information. Although I may have gushed about him for a month or so and saved his photos into my computer. What an eye candy he is! (Kim Sang Bum lah. And that potential Prince Charming too.)

I AM SO SO OUTDATED. I feel a little ashamed. I haven't been catching up on the news lately due to the exams. And following The Star Online on twitter doesn't help much either. Because I am too lazy to read full articles and it is really annoying receiving multiple tweets about NEWS every minute.

I think I will change my birthday wish.

I want is to pass Chemistry and Add Maths very badly!

Joyce dear, I don't know why you put so much pressure on yourself during exams. Especially about sejarah. I find that unfathomable. I mean, you had tips, right? And we all know that we should always rely on tips for sejarah. Or fail the subject. Ha ha.

Tomorrow's papers are most possibly the hardest for me. And what am I doing now? Blogging and pretending to study. I can win the Oscars already. I had just finished Where Rainbows End for the second time around today. Its a beautiful book with a heart warming story that reduced me to tears both times.

I know, sentimental is SO out. So sue me.

Over my unproductive weekend, I've been teaching my sister how to write prettier words and watching Hong Kong dramas. The latest Korean drama does not interest me much. 每天每夜, that is. I really don't like watching big sized people on television. Slightly overweight is also not acceptable. I like things beautiful and perfect. So I hate myself too, but let's not discuss it right now.

Restaurant City is under maintenance. Pfft. I have physics tuition later. And chemistry exam tomorrow. Bad, baaad.

Last time I knew this Austrian guy through msn (actually he's pretty hot, too bad he's younger than me by a YEAR) and now this Saudi Arabian is chatting me up. How odd. I don't even know this person's gender, I can't read this person's display name, and I can't get this person's english and I hope he gets Malaysia's geographical position from my explanation (below Thailand in Asia!). I hope its not a 100 year old hamsap apek though. Freaky thought.

Aiyo I have so much more to say. But there's still a few more days till our weeklong break. Woots! That certainly calls for celebration :D

Stephanie ♥

会呼吸的痛 – 梁静茹

会呼吸的痛 – 梁静茹

在东京铁塔 第一次眺望
看灯火模仿 坠落的星光
我终于到达 但却更悲伤
一个人完成 我们的梦想

你总说 时间还很多 你可以等我
以前我不懂得 未必明天 就有以后

想念是会呼吸的痛 它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛 看你的信会痛 连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛 它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛 恨不懂你会痛 想见不能见最痛

没看你脸上 张扬过哀伤
那是种多么 寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙 让我去流浪
在原地等我 把自己捆绑

你没说 你也会软弱 需要倚赖我
我就装不晓得 自由移动 自我地过

想念是会呼吸的痛 它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛 看你的信会痛 连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛 它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛 恨不懂你会痛 想见不能见最痛

我发誓不再说谎了 多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了 灵魂像飘浮着 你在就好了

我发誓不让你等候 陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳 怕心被人触碰 你回来那就好了

能重来那就好了


You can call it infatuation ;)

I've been listening to her songs since primary school.
Guess no one knew that.


Physics wasn't as good as I'd hoped for. Trial paper is supposed to be easier, for goodness' sake! The first page sucked. My calculations all went kaput. I hope that my essay will make up for it. I did the radioactive and logic gate essay question, the exact oppostie of what majority chose.

I had a good laugh over Jared's miserable copying antics. He couldn't read Meng Kit's paper (but I could and I sat behind him and Meng Kit beside him xD), so he tried to take a photo of it. But lady luck just wasn't on his side, because everytime the teacher would turn around at the second he was about to snap a photo. Ha ha!

And Miaw, you must be happy that logic gates could most possibly raise your grades, and hopefully your sifu here will score in that portion too x)


P.S. Looking for a sejarah study buddy over the weekend. Anyone?

P.P.S. My sejarah is not THAT bad okay. *ahem MIAWKAIFOONGWAIYEEN*

Stephanie ♥

09.09.09 ♥

Today is my birthday!

09.09.09
is a lovely date, no? :D

Received two presents today, one from Wai Yeen dear and another from Joyce. How thoughtful of them despite the exams :)

And I actually liked them (the presents). I LOVED THEM. I am usually so picky that I disgust even myself. So like my mom says, money would be the best gift for people like me. But I like surprises too! Well, just pleasant ones, I guess.

During recess I went around all form five classes asking people to wish me happy birthday. Before Ee May could even utter a word, I had already told her very loudly to wish me happy birthday. She said that I'd potong-ed her steam.

SORRY LOR.

And hor and hor, I get really annoyed with people who act dumb. People like -- nevermind, I won't reveal names. I'll be generous today. Just today.

For god's sake, I'd hinted so obviously already, so just go ahead and wish me lah! Its just the birthday wishes that I wanna collect because I believe that well wishes hold some kind of magic. Don't ask me to explain further. Its a personal believe.

Last year on this day I went to Delifrance Mid Valley which Ru Jun absolutely loathed. And Kimberley's balloon is still in my room. It lasted for a whole year! Fancy that.

I had a nightmare yesterday. On my birthday, I get a nightmare. Gee, I hope that its not some kind of omen. Real bad omen. Because I woke up sweating and frightened. I didn't even dare look at my reflection in the mirror unless the light was switched on first. It was so scary, I don't even wanna be reminded of it.

Even so, I had entertained (yeah right) more like bored Miaw, Kai Foong and Nick out of their wits by telling them about my nightmare. I always tell people about my dreams. There was once I'd dreamt about Joyce, who was -- oh well. Its a stale dream already.

My Chinese paper today 可以 ! It wasn't as bad as I had initially dreaded. Because I studied. Ha! I did everything I could in my power to make sure that this day will be smooth running, because it holds plenty of meaning for me.

I can't wait till dinner tonight! Pizza is in store for me. Hee. It has been aeons since I'd last sank teeth into a pizza. And there will be no birthday party (duh). My parents are not made of money. Every single cent counts now :/

Ahh, anyway I'll continue being happy happy happy!
Gosh, my cheeks hurt from smiling.

I'm listening to my super duper playlist right now!
I slept to Jay Chou, woke up to Chris Daughtry, came back from school listening to 梁静茹 and am enjoying SS501 and K-Pop.

What an amazing day!


P.S. You can still wish me happy birthday! Ha ha!

Stephanie ♥

Birthday countdown: 1 more day!

You know what ranks real high on my make-my-day list?

Being greeted with a clean, fresh towel after a bath. Its one of the simple pleasures I enjoy. And, mind you, I don't usually enjoy simple stuff ;D

Today I was really, really happy. God knows why. I slept at about 1am last night (after tossing and turning sleeplessly for an hour) and woke up at 4.30am. Yet, when I set foot in school, I felt -- rejuvenated. Isn't it amazing? An absolute miracle, I'd say.

However, if I could just chance upon someone... it would really make me far happier. Ha ha. Someone.

After school I went to the library to revise my Chinese. I saw this girl from tuition but we didn't acknowledge each other's presence. In fact, I could barely notice her in her school uniform. I don't know why am I rattling on about someone I've never talked to. Oh, I remember now why am I talking about her.

Because she is very pretty.

It is really rare to see beautiful people. It is like chancing upon a rare gem in a pile of gravel. That hard. She is of Indian national and is tall and curvy. I would love to look like that. In fact, I'd give almost anything to look like that. And I haven't even started on her facial features yet. Huge eyes, framed with lashes that pointed to the sky (SO unlike mine which are really droopy and measures 1.1cm at maximum) and much coveted double eyelids! Even her nose is perfect. It is tall, straight and balances out her facial features.

I tell you, should I look in the mirror one day and feel disgusted with what I see, I will be compelled to perform plastic surgery. I am serious.

Am sounding a teensy bit like a jealous brat. I don't really like myself for this, but -- I can't help it.

Usually I tackle my English paper by doing the directed writing part first, because inspiration doesn't come so fast. I am starting to harbour a mild dislike towards the single word essay question in the continuous writing portion. Because I usually hate the titles that come with it. Admittedly, I am not creative enough to twist and manipulate it into something totally original due to the lack of time and stuff bla bla bla.

In this paper, the title was "Choices". Gosh, I rolled my eyes reading it. All I could think of was shopping, shopping and shopping. Is this discount rack better or that pile more worth a second glance? Ha ha. This is so shallow. I feel so shallow but whatever.

BM, ha! I really get inspiration going to the washroom. I am gonna do that more often. Sorry I couldn't help you, Yuee Sun. I didn't have more than a clue than you did. Am hoping, almost to the verge of praying that LimSerKien will be lenient on us. It is the last time she'd get to mark our papers, after all.

Please, God.

What Wai Yeen said about me not having to worry about my BM is plain bullshit. I do alright in exams with the right amount of luck. And opportunity. I am SO not gonna elaborate.

Oh, and my blog won't be on hiatus. I will blog whenever I feel like it. So yeah.

To whoever who is reading this, good luck in your finals ;)


P.S. I just remembered. Tomorrow is my birthday! Whee~

Stephanie ♥

Room feng shui motivates nerding

This morning was heavenly. I woke up at 10am !!


I love this week's weather so far! Its simply glorious!


I hope that it'll stay cool and cloudy :)


No rain too, preferrably.


And definitely no sun. I hate the sun. The tropical climate in Malaysia is just too hot and humid for words. Many years back it was still tolerable... Well, this is global warming, I tell you.


My life is too boring. All I can talk about is the freaking weather. And my failing study plans. Which isn't very nice to talk about. My other table in my room is cleared (all stuff dumped into a big box -- Joyce's method) so the feng shui in my room is altered.


I WILL BE ABLE TO STUDY FROM NOW ON
since the back of my chair no longer faces the door.


Admittedly, I am superstitious. Carrefour Mid Valley is in for it too, seeing that they have opened umbrellas IN their outlet. Its indoors, for god's sake! Don't open your umbrellas indoors! Indoors in my definition is being surrounded by four walls and a ceiling.


Of late, worldwide news is boring with a capital B. Golden statue pulak. That guy is pretty dense for believing that anyone would pay him RM100 to get rid of a golden statue. Freaky woman.


However, Sir's life is definitely very interesting these days! I wonder if he'd really name his baby Tiger Lee after the legendary golfer Tiger Woods...
Ha ha!


Oklah, its Sejarah time. Goodbye and happy studying, people!

Stephanie ♥

SPM Timetable

DO YOU WANT IT?

SPM TIMETABLE !

Yeah, that is the SPM timetable according to the

Lembaga Peperiksaan Malaysia's official website.

Our last paper, which is Chinese, falls on the 14th December 2009,

which coincides with a Monday.

I hope that this version is the final and actual one, but please don't blame me if it is inaccurate in any way!

I have nothing to blog about these days, hence this short, short update :/

Have a nice day anyway!

The weather today is awesome! I'm still basking in it :)

Stephanie ♥